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I have always wanted to start a site. I wanted to talk about my life but I contemplated. Then I met Jay. Then I wanted to start a site for us. But I procrastinated. More than two years later, this is what I have now, a humble beginning. Just like any couples, we have been through many good and hard times together and this is one reason what this site is for: to put down our story in writing. So that this blog will witness our existence and hopefully we can flip through the archives one day and laugh at the silly things we did and be touched by Jay's heroic deed. Hi, I am Kay, we are boyfriends and this is the our story.
I'm Kay  Male. Smart and sentimental. 26yo. Enjoys movies (and porn) and reality shows. Sleeper. Uptight. Likes Robbie Williams. Has been to Singapore. Ogles at men. Just wants to be happy. Prefers to wear boxers. Selfless.
I'm Jay  Male. Sexy and studly. 29yo. Loves sushi and everything meat. Swimmer. Forgetful. Likes House music. Travels world over. Ogles at Kay. Want to be rich but not necessary famous. Likes not to wear underwear. Selfish.
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Sunday, April 09, 2006
Taking Deep Breathes Sometimes we ask ourselves why is life so difficult? Is it a form of punishment from God over something we did? Or is life meant to be like that? A friend of mine told me that it's better to be in pain than afflict pain onto others. That's selfless. But instead, many are selfish. Where should we stand? Where should you stand? Where should I stand?
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I understand how you feel kay. I remember when i broke off with my bf, i kept asking myself, what had i done wrong to make him want to leave me ? Everything i did was out of love for him but why does he bare to let me go when he claims that he loves me too ?
About 6 months after we broke off, i even thought of killing myself, it's too painful to be living without him. 8 years on, after we broke off, i still can't find my voice to ask him how he is doing everytime i see him on the road. I want to talk to him so much, i want to ask him if he is with someone who loves him alot ? Many times, i still get my voice out.
I think often we make life difficult for ourselves (as well as for other people) but making mistakes is part of learning how to live.
I think pain is something we have to embrace as part of life, and work through it ... but then I'm one of your selfless types (even though I do hate pain, and it still frightens me, but...).
nobody - I think I now know what love is and why they say love hurts. We watch tv shows and movies and we see all love stories, breakups and then we say what's the big deal.
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It is big deal. It matters now to me. I'll take care of myself and I'll wait for you. Jay, if you're reading this, I LOVE YOU ALWAYS and I promise not to do things that can lose you anymore. ru - We think alike. :) |
