Things will get better, cutie. I know it doesn't seem all that great now but you gotta think positive.

Paul
 

Hi there. Hmmm, I am surprised you remember abt my appt, when you have so much on your mind. Well, if you'd like to know, it went well - only becoz the client was not too knowledgeable - she didn't know a thing about web programming nor web design and did not even know what she wanted in her site. Not that I would simply recommend stuff for her, but I am happy for the fact that in such a situation, I get a free hand to recommend what is good for them, instead of dealing with a client who wants things that are not useful to them and at the same time, which are difficult to do. And I think I got the deal. This is something extra on top of my work, so, it will go a long way.

Weird, but sometimes, I too, feel that events will repeat itself, albeit in another form, or magnitude. When that happens, I have only two choices (1) To feel bad becoz it is happenning AGAIN! (2) To feel glad becoz I know how to deal with it this time around as I have experienced it.

Being the positive sucker that I am (hey, like I have a choice in this dog-eat-dog world!), I always take choice # 2. At least, when certain bad things happen or certain uncalled for events unfold, I tell myself that I know how to handle them this time around. You must be tired of me giving advice all the time.....not that I don't have any problems of my own...but they are too trivial to mention.

Catch up with u another time. Gotta rush something out for tomorrow. Good nite. :)
 

Hey, curiously enough I just did a blog post about Easter reminding me of the cyclical nature of life (and death and rebirth). :o)

And yes, the thing is that you've grown into a different person this time the cycle comes around, and hopefully learned from experience (though a lot of humans never do learn la). And there's hope in knowing that the cycle and the good things will come round again. :o)
 

i just stumbled upon ur blog, and upon reading, i can't help but to feel for all that you're going thru. when everything seems to be in a mess and broken... but you will soon be able to sort thru it.

remember, THIS TOO SHALL PASS!
stay strong!
how u feel, depends on urself.
tonnes and tonnes of ppl care for you, bro!
be well.
 

stop dwelling on the past and feeling sorry for yourself. U deserve better. Treat urself better. Put your head up high. walk with pride, and keep on walking. if life is like a story book, I guess u've got ur share of nice chapters alreadi. just remember that if u get bored wif the book, put it in its place and pick up another. Its ur life bro, live it. -osmansany-