I have always wanted to start a site. I wanted to talk about my life but I contemplated. Then I met Jay. Then I wanted to start a site for us. But I procrastinated. More than two years later, this is what I have now, a humble beginning. Just like any couples, we have been through many good and hard times together and this is one reason what this site is for: to put down our story in writing. So that this blog will witness our existence and hopefully we can flip through the archives one day and laugh at the silly things we did and be touched by Jay's heroic deed. Hi, I am Kay, we are boyfriends and this is the our story.
I'm Kay
Male. Smart and sentimental. 26yo. Enjoys movies (and porn) and reality shows. Sleeper. Uptight. Likes Robbie Williams. Has been to Singapore. Ogles at men. Just wants to be happy. Prefers to wear boxers. Selfless.
I'm Jay
Male. Sexy and studly. 29yo. Loves sushi and everything meat. Swimmer. Forgetful. Likes House music. Travels world over. Ogles at Kay. Want to be rich but not necessary famous. Likes not to wear underwear. Selfish.
He told me that his relatives are coming to visit him this weekend and they wanted him to join them at a resort out of town. And I was already informed more than a week ago about this trip of his. Just a bit of a letdown because this weekend will be spent without him around.
Everything was okay until I found out yesterday that he is actually going with Kent. My mood immediately changed. I was angry, sad and dissapointed. How could he be doing this to me? The car incident was only days ago and he promised to be honest with me about everything.
I couldn't call him because he was in the gym so I sent him a message instead. You lied and I don't know how to trust you again. You promise not to hide things from me but you still do it.
What did I do? Tell me please...
He knew what he did but still played dumb. Then after some thoughts he spoke up and admitted it.
Oh...about this coming weekend?
Then we continued talking about the issue and also on why he had to cook up a story to fool me. I felt stupid. I was angry at him for doing that to me and also angry at myself for being such a fool. We spoke and argued for two hours on the phone.
I've never shouted so much at him before.
Ultimately his main intention of hiding the truth was that he didn't want me to get worried and simply assume things.
The truth is that Kent is celebrating his birthday at the resort and has invited him and other friends over the weekend. The resort rooms and all other expenses have been booked and paid. The only reason Jay is going is because he didn't want to let Kent down. (But is willing to let me down).
I've told Kent to stop courting me. I told him I can only be friends with him. There won't be anymore after this, Kay. You do what you think is right, Jay.
You don't love me anymore?
After what I've done for you after all these years, you still doubt me? I scolded him.
We didn't meet up last night. But I called him again before I sleep to speak to him again about us and our relationship. Whether fated or not, both of us blurted out apologies at the same time.