I have always wanted to start a site. I wanted to talk about my life but I contemplated. Then I met Jay. Then I wanted to start a site for us. But I procrastinated. More than two years later, this is what I have now, a humble beginning. Just like any couples, we have been through many good and hard times together and this is one reason what this site is for: to put down our story in writing. So that this blog will witness our existence and hopefully we can flip through the archives one day and laugh at the silly things we did and be touched by Jay's heroic deed. Hi, I am Kay, we are boyfriends and this is the our story.
I'm Kay
Male. Smart and sentimental. 26yo. Enjoys movies (and porn) and reality shows. Sleeper. Uptight. Likes Robbie Williams. Has been to Singapore. Ogles at men. Just wants to be happy. Prefers to wear boxers. Selfless.
I'm Jay
Male. Sexy and studly. 29yo. Loves sushi and everything meat. Swimmer. Forgetful. Likes House music. Travels world over. Ogles at Kay. Want to be rich but not necessary famous. Likes not to wear underwear. Selfish.
While returning back to work from lunch Jay called me but instead of the usual 'Hello, what are you doing?' line, he said to me in a low tone.
Hey, I got something to tell you. Not sure if this is good or bad news....
Of course being the cautious self, I asked him what the news was about in hope that nothing devastating.
(Oh no!) What's it about? Another sad news to break to me?
I chatted with my brother online just now and he told me he just broke up with his boyfriend.
He told you just that?
Yes. In fact he told me that he's no fear telling me that.
So now you know he's gay. What are you gonna do?
Don't ask me. I don't know.
At least comfort him. Be by his side if he needs anything.
Don't think will be a big problem to him. He's always been independant.
Wow. This is a surprise.
He also knows about us.
He knows?
Yeah. He didn't say so but he hinted about me and you.
Well. I'm okay with that. So how do you feel now that he's out to you?
I don't know. Don't ask me that. Just dont feel like talking about it.
Ok.
I remember reading articles about homosexuality in siblings. Something about if one of the brothers is gay, it is very likely that there is another brother who is gay too. Chances are even higher if they are twins.
As for Jay, he's still pretty uncomfortable with the idea that his brother is gay. That's how I feel from our conversation. It's funny that he can talk about the subject of homosexual with his gay friends but with me, it's like a taboo matter. We need to work on that.
duhz.. a gay brother.. huh well there's good and bad.. after all he now have a understanding brother as he is gay too.. but in other way, the parents might be upset to have 2 gay sons.. it will give them a big blow huh!