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I have always wanted to start a site. I wanted to talk about my life but I contemplated. Then I met Jay. Then I wanted to start a site for us. But I procrastinated. More than two years later, this is what I have now, a humble beginning. Just like any couples, we have been through many good and hard times together and this is one reason what this site is for: to put down our story in writing. So that this blog will witness our existence and hopefully we can flip through the archives one day and laugh at the silly things we did and be touched by Jay's heroic deed. Hi, I am Kay, we are boyfriends and this is the our story.
I'm Kay  Male. Smart and sentimental. 26yo. Enjoys movies (and porn) and reality shows. Sleeper. Uptight. Likes Robbie Williams. Has been to Singapore. Ogles at men. Just wants to be happy. Prefers to wear boxers. Selfless.
I'm Jay  Male. Sexy and studly. 29yo. Loves sushi and everything meat. Swimmer. Forgetful. Likes House music. Travels world over. Ogles at Kay. Want to be rich but not necessary famous. Likes not to wear underwear. Selfish.
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Wednesday, May 23, 2007
Feeling Unwanted Perhaps I'm tired. Perhaps I'm in need of attention. I'm also unsure myself. But it definitely involves Jay. Maybe I'm wrong but I remember what his priorities are used to be. These days his gym is utmost important. He leaves work on time to head to the gym and will usually be out with his friends. Same goes for the weekend as well. I always look forward to seeing him. Be it for dinner, working out together or a quickie. Thus my tendency to push other appointments aside to make time for him, in case he's free to meet up. But not lately. He works out till late at night. By then he's already tired to meet up. Weekend comes and he's seen hanging out with his buddies til late at night, sometimes wee hours in the morning. Then I begin to compare. His meets his friends more often that me. He can hang out with them til late at night. When both of us go out, he would already want me to leave by midnight. Other days, when I want to go over his place, he says no. When I want to do this, he says maybe next time. When I want to do that, he disapproves. It's like rejection. I feel ignored. Not important. Okay, maybe I'm expecting much. But as a boyfriend I think I deserve better. He still cares for me. No matter how late or where ever he goes, he lets me know. Last night we went out for dinner. I was feeling a down due to the lack of attention from him. Despite being together, I was frustrated and wasn't the usual jovial Kay. We fought at the dinner table. But in the end he patched things up and we're back talking again. I'm easily persuaded, you see. Back home that night, he called and I explained to him. And he told me he misses me a lot- it's rare to hear that! I want us to take our relationship a step up. I want him to meet my friends and I want to meet his. Right now, he doesn't want that to mix. All he wants is just me. The way I see it, me, yeah, only when he's lonely and needed company.
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You should try talk to him about how you feel. I just wrote something about letting people know how you feel at my blog. You deserve better, don't put yourself any lower.
same word... tolerate if you think u can, give up if you can't accept the truth that he is this kind of person.
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by the way, he loves you, yes it might be true. He is faithful? NO he is really a person who likes to play around! So its the matter that you can accept the truth that he plays around but I quite sure that at the end of the day, he still back to your side! :) |
