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I have always wanted to start a site. I wanted to talk about my life but I contemplated. Then I met Jay. Then I wanted to start a site for us. But I procrastinated. More than two years later, this is what I have now, a humble beginning. Just like any couples, we have been through many good and hard times together and this is one reason what this site is for: to put down our story in writing. So that this blog will witness our existence and hopefully we can flip through the archives one day and laugh at the silly things we did and be touched by Jay's heroic deed. Hi, I am Kay, we are boyfriends and this is the our story.
I'm Kay  Male. Smart and sentimental. 26yo. Enjoys movies (and porn) and reality shows. Sleeper. Uptight. Likes Robbie Williams. Has been to Singapore. Ogles at men. Just wants to be happy. Prefers to wear boxers. Selfless.
I'm Jay  Male. Sexy and studly. 29yo. Loves sushi and everything meat. Swimmer. Forgetful. Likes House music. Travels world over. Ogles at Kay. Want to be rich but not necessary famous. Likes not to wear underwear. Selfish.
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Sunday, June 10, 2007
Don't Punish Me This Way I bumped into him today. Happy to see him for the first time since two Saturdays ago. He walked past me amidst the crowded area in the gym. I walked towards him and call him. He looked at me and then walked away. I wanted to leave him alone so I did. Only for 10 seconds. Then I realised I had to speak to him. I went to the locker room to find him. He saw me. I went near him and call out his name. He looked up to me as he was taking off his shoes. A new pair, my guess is a gift from the guy. I looked at his eyes and call him again. What? That's all he said. Then he proceeded to quickly pack his stuff into his bag and leave the room. He didn't even shower. I pleaded him to talk to me. Talk to me please. He ignored me. He looked pissed off. Why does he despise me so much? I sat there for a moment. Two guys nearby saw my distraught look and were probably snickering at the me. I didn't care. All matters now is what Jay thinks of me. I want to hear it from him. I went out of the room afterwards and saw Jay walking out of the gym from afar. I felt the emptiness in me. I could feel the tears wanting to drop but I refused to cry. Labels: Our Lives
Comments:
Hard as it is, I think you should take a step back from this relationship and really look at it. Is he good for you? You might love him terribly but does he love as much in return?
Is it really love when you have to suffer like that?
Is it really love when he hurt you over and over again? Is it really love even if you can keep him by your side but you know he is not faithful to you? Cool down your mind and take a good look at him, yourself and this relationship, and probably other people's relationships. It is time for the abuse to stop now.
kay.... its time to let go the relationship.. Erh.. maybe its not what you want to hear, but I do think that its not worth for you to put more efforts in it anymore. From what I see, he don't love you anymore. You still young, you should let yourself free from the abuse... :)
Hey Kay. I just got wind of this blog of yours. I feel what you feel. I don't have comforting words to say to you that will make you feel better but I hope things will get better for yea.
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