I have always wanted to start a site. I wanted to talk about my life but I contemplated. Then I met Jay. Then I wanted to start a site for us. But I procrastinated. More than two years later, this is what I have now, a humble beginning. Just like any couples, we have been through many good and hard times together and this is one reason what this site is for: to put down our story in writing. So that this blog will witness our existence and hopefully we can flip through the archives one day and laugh at the silly things we did and be touched by Jay's heroic deed. Hi, I am Kay, we are boyfriends and this is the our story.
I'm Kay
Male. Smart and sentimental. 26yo. Enjoys movies (and porn) and reality shows. Sleeper. Uptight. Likes Robbie Williams. Has been to Singapore. Ogles at men. Just wants to be happy. Prefers to wear boxers. Selfless.
I'm Jay
Male. Sexy and studly. 29yo. Loves sushi and everything meat. Swimmer. Forgetful. Likes House music. Travels world over. Ogles at Kay. Want to be rich but not necessary famous. Likes not to wear underwear. Selfish.
He had a fling with a guy he met, probably a few months back. Back then there were probably just friends. Then the guy came to town. They met up frequently. That was when it started. That guy liked him. Or maybe he liked that guy first. That I'm not sure. A couple of weeks they were really close. He called him almost everyday and spoke hours on the phone. I can't imagine the things they did but I still have some faith in him. I sensed something not right. Questioned him their relationship. He said 'Just friends'. My hunch is usually right. Told him that friends don't treat one another so overly nice. Still, he said 'Just friends'.
Then I found out the truth. My hunch is right. Then I confronted him. He denied it. Though at the time I found out the truth he had already stopped the fling. Stopped seeing that guy. I located the guy's contact number and I called him to get the whole story. Well, maybe he got to that guy first. The guy's story is just as clean as his.
Yea, I like Jay but he told me he already has you. And no, there wasn't anything going on between us. Nothing more than just friends.
Why is it that nobody tells the truth anymore? Whatever happened to being frank and honest?
Maybe what I did was wrong. I shouldn't have been intrusive and call that guy. And that's probably why he is still so furious at me that he wouldn't want to talk now.
It's been 3 days now. He doesn't want to answer my phone call. I miss him so much.
I did this before too.. But lucky my ex-bf din find out (or maybe he did just that he din really confront me). Well just to tell you that, calling the guy on this matter can make it worse..