I have always wanted to start a site. I wanted to talk about my life but I contemplated. Then I met Jay. Then I wanted to start a site for us. But I procrastinated. More than two years later, this is what I have now, a humble beginning. Just like any couples, we have been through many good and hard times together and this is one reason what this site is for: to put down our story in writing. So that this blog will witness our existence and hopefully we can flip through the archives one day and laugh at the silly things we did and be touched by Jay's heroic deed. Hi, I am Kay, we are boyfriends and this is the our story.
I'm Kay
Male. Smart and sentimental. 26yo. Enjoys movies (and porn) and reality shows. Sleeper. Uptight. Likes Robbie Williams. Has been to Singapore. Ogles at men. Just wants to be happy. Prefers to wear boxers. Selfless.
I'm Jay
Male. Sexy and studly. 29yo. Loves sushi and everything meat. Swimmer. Forgetful. Likes House music. Travels world over. Ogles at Kay. Want to be rich but not necessary famous. Likes not to wear underwear. Selfish.
...You must be happy now. This is it. We're over. Sorry.
That was Jay's last message to me this afternoon.
I couldn't call and speak to him. He doesn't answer my calls. Neither my messages. Except one which I sent him this morning.
Please call me back. If I've done anything wrong let me know so that I can change. Miss you dear.
I didn't have any intention to make the issue known to others. I called the guy just once to seek the truth and that 's all. He must have thought that from there and then, the guy then spoke about us and spread the news.
Don't call me. Don't even come to find me and please don't email me for now too.
He didn't want to be in contact me with anymore when I wanted him to return my call.
However I know there's a little part in him that still loves me. When I was trapped in a somewhat dangerous situation involving an armed and injured man in a clinic last night, he called me (for the first time since last Saturday) but I missed the call unfortunately.
Please, please don't put all the blame on me. I want us to work this out. Talk to me.